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What is the uncomfortable truth that I should hear about being a parent and trying to be the best? I think it's really hard. I mean, like, look, as human beings, to become really good at something, you have to focus on it, and you have to put out a lot of effort. At least me, I'm not, like, all that great at multitasking.
Being a parent is a really difficult thing. So if you are a founder running something and you wanna become the best, you wanna be the best podcaster, I wanna become the best in advertising
with with my team leading us the way there. To do that, you need to prioritize
that task.
And the second you do that, in essence, you're deprioritizing the task of being a parent, being a husband, being a good person in the personal life. It requires
having a family that understands
the commitment you have to the day job, and it requires a balance that is really hard to attain. What have you missed that you regretted?
I mean, as you do what you do, like I said, a lot of times, you're not really connected
to reality to what's happening around you because your mind is wandering. I mean, my mind is always on business. Even when I dream and I wake up, it's like something about business. And so I think back at, like, moments where the kids were growing up and sort of a blur. And I go, you know, was I just not there? And I was there, but I wasn't there mentally. And it it is not a great thought when you have that. And on the other side,
I I do because this business that became much bigger than I thought was possible means a lot to me, and figuring out that balance is really hard as human beings. I think it is a challenge. It's one that I'm still working on. I think it's very, very hard to accomplish being really good at all facets of life. The ultimate challenge. Do you mind if we do a quick firearm? Yeah. Go for it. What have you changed your mind on most in the last twelve months? I don't know if I've changed my mind much in the last twelve months. I mean, like, when I hit that low point in '22, I sort of got to a place where I said, I'm gonna think forward about what I do professionally, and then maybe this this translates to my personal life too. And I'm gonna plan out three to five years and work back from it. And so when you you think about the current year, twelve months, I feel like whatever is happening now is defined by the decisions we made in the past. And therefore, like, nothing that I do today is going change an outcome in that twelve months. What I'm thinking today or trying to execute on today or starting to, like, research today can change an outcome one, two, three, four, five years down the road. But because it's undefined still and you're in that moment of, I think this is something interesting, it's very hard to challenge that thought. If you believe in it and you've got conviction in it, you sort of just run with it. So I don't know that I would change anything that I've
thought about in the last twelve months because I yet don't yet know what's gonna happen from it. Who do you not have on your board? Who you would most like to have on your board? So that is a tough question for me too, because I think we have a pretty well constructed board, but I don't have a lot of experience with boards. When we were private from 2011
when we started the business to 2018
when KKR invested and we got our first three person board, I didn't have a board. I just ran on my own. And we ended up, like, just deciding and making choice as I sort of saw fit. Obviously, I would consult my cofounders, other people on the team, but there there was no board because we were a bootstrap business with just a convertible note round. Then we had a three person board. Now we've got quite a bit bigger than that, but not that much bigger than that. I think it's it's eight or nine people. And we have a really good composition of people now. The the people around the table are a mixture of people who have worked at the company, know me intimately well, and are supportive,
or have really good business instincts outside of us who bring great things to it. And I actually recently
stepped aside as the chairman of the board to hand it over to to this gentleman, Craig Billings. He's CEO of Win, one of the smartest people I've ever met, very, very competent at building businesses and understanding corporate governance.
And I felt like my job is to run the business, and I don't want to be consuming my own time on anything other than day to day operations.
And board is something that I've got to really work with and
allow to be pulled into the business and contribute back to the business and work with me on the business. But it's not something that I'm gonna be good enough to be the chairman on versus someone like Craig who is exceptionally talented at all aspects of building a big business. And so I felt like that trade was a good trade. And it's not common that you'll see CEOs step aside as chairman, but I've always believed in every role that we all do, whether it's me or someone else on the team, if there's someone better to do it, step aside and let them take over. And that's something that allows you to always be leveling up. How do you feel about founders investing?
So I don't invest anymore
for a couple reasons. One is, in order to invest, you've got to sell shares in your own business to have liquidity to go invest. And I don't know, again, if I didn't start this business for money,
I don't know what I need to invest to create more return on. And if you're an investor, hopefully, you really wanna create return or impact or something that is a KPI that you care about. But the second you care about that KPI and you chase it, you're selling from your own core business to go diversify.
You're not focused on your day job. And for me, my goal in life is to make my company as good as it can possibly be three years from now, five years from now, ten years from now, twenty years from now. If I if I plot into the future,
every second of my available time should be committed to it. Otherwise, there's some loss. I don't know what that loss is, but if I get distracted on other things, there's some loss that I can't measure. And as those losses start adding up, they can compound, and it can make it less likely that you could succeed. What decision with Applovin would you do differently knowing what you know now? You mentioned the weakness of your cap table there. That struck me, and I was like, do wish it delayed it then? It's never a good time to go public. So so I don't I don't question the past because the past makes up where you are in the present. I've made a lot of decisions. A lot of them end up wrong, but we pivot and we learn from them. We went public in a very difficult time towards the late of the growth stock run up during COVID, and the second COVID ended and and usage patterns returned to what they were pre COVID, everyone collapsed in growth stocks, in particular, those late to market IPOs. So you could say, like, okay. We didn't time the market right. As you just said, there's no right time to go public. I also think the learning for for us and anyone going public is the moment in time. It's like a series a, series b, series c. It's a it's a fundraising round. You have a business that has long term growth opportunities that you have high conviction in and can be big enough to be owned by anyone in the world and interesting enough to be owned by anyone in the world, in a world where there's no right time to go public, you can't time the market, just go public, you take the the capital you raise, and you build forward. And really, what's important for me running the business is, I really am not focused on where the stock's gonna be next quarter. Three to five years from now, we better be higher than where we are by enough so that I feel like people made a good return on investment owning our shares today. They better make more on us than they can make by owning the basket of the S and P, just putting their money in debt. And if they make a good enough return on us over the next three to five years, I feel like I did my job right as CEO, and then they need the next three to five years, and the next three to five years after that. But we owe it to investors to make them a return greater than what else they can put their money. Finish this sentence. The advertising business that is most at risk from Applovin in the next three years is?
It's a tough tough question to finish the sentence on because I don't think it's any. We build a business trying to help an advertiser
reach a consumer, drive a transaction inside this gaming audience, billion plus daily active users. We're trying to create incremental transactions. When you do a performance marketing platform,
we're not trying to take from others. We're trying to give an advertiser the chance to go, you spend a $100,000 a day growing your business today, spend an extra $20,000 a day with us and create more transactional volume. Don't take from anyone else. Take your $100,000 a day investment business that might have $300,000
a day of revenue with it, and add another $20,000
of media spend, get to a 120 k and get to 360 k of revenue. Your business grows 20%
by investing
an extra 20%
in our technology, our platform, our audience that you otherwise weren't accessing in that moment. I'm gonna steal from another podcaster. He's actually a friend of mine, but, yeah, great why what is it great artist steal? Isn't that that kind of quote? It's a it's a really nice question.